i went down to chinablack on wed, trying to seize the opportunity of ladies night. unfortunately, i still had to pay a covercharge of 14$ but the drinks were free flow the whole night. i've established ma favorite drink. its screwdriver. haha. oh manz. the whole place were packed with chinese. as racist as i may sound, they groove to music differently and that is a fact. dun believe, go pay attention next time. when the dj swirls his disc, these guys stand at attn on the dancefloor. ?!?!?!? Tammy's frend's frend wanted to get to know me, and it was his birthday, so being the sweetie i am, i danced with him. He's indian but a yr older. But ruoya was having such a terrible time. she was a clubbing virgin and she simply jus hated it. she refused to dance. she jus stood like the statue of liberty on the dancefloor. haha. she kept on reiterating.." i realize im more of a pubbing person. i wanna go home". Being the genius i am, i persuaded kajen(yea. that fellow) to get his frends to dance with ruoya. but as disgusting as men can sometimes be, they jus refused to dance with her. So, i excused myself from kajen. Haha. cldn jus dump ruoya rite???!?!I could have punched ruoya actually. wad kinda ediot doesnt wear makeup to the club? the music was simply awful at chinablack too. so, everything jus grated on my nerves.
finally, kajen caught up w me again when i went up to the ladies. he got my number *which kinda surprised me cus i called him a loser, waste, ediot etc.. i dun think i meant it but its simply me to cuss at guys for no reason* yea. he messaged realli sweet stuff and i was taken aback. Inititally, i dismissed it cus i tot it was jus his way of getting laid for the nite or smthg. but even aft i told him i ws on my way home, he insisted he wanted to keep in touch n stuff. i had too much on my mind to even ans him prop. too bz changing from my halter into a blouse in the cab itself. if ma mom saw me in my clubbing gear, she wld prop faint, resurrect, then chase me outta the hse. He asked me out for his bdae dinner later in the evening but nah, i dun think i wanna further complicate my life.
i went shopping on mon, eve of deepavali. life is a paradox, nevertheless. i met him as we were crossing the traffic light. i tot everything was perfect. Finally, ive managed to convince myself that there was nothing more to frendship btw us and had erased any wrong concotions anyone had told me. Jus then, he held my hands, fingers interlocking,mind you and attempted to intro me to his mother. all i can think of is,
"what were u thinkin when u grabbed my hands???" so im realli kinda confused. but, ive jus too much pride in me to clarify it with him.
and so her story is told@ 9:22 PM
